It’s Time to Heal Our Hearts
(And we all need healing)
Download your FREE toolkit to embark on a transformative journey – today!
I created this toolkit “From Meditation to Mushrooms” to give you alternative ways to navigate loss and heal your heart.
After my 12-year-old son Tommy suddenly passed away, I searched high and low for alternative ways to heal my soul. After thousands of books and countless hours with healers, teachers, and doctors, I found hope, curiosity, and new meaning in life that surprised me.
Inside my toolkit, you’ll access the 10 most powerful healing modalities I’ve found.
I hope they heal your heart the way they continue to help me heal mine.
“This guide couldn’t have come at a more important time for healing in the spiritual evolution of humanity.”
Andy Petranek, Los Angeles
What Real People Are Saying
About Nikki
In 2018, my 12-year-old son Tommy went to sleep one night and unexpectedly never woke up.
In my darkest hour, I knew that talk therapy and prescription meds wouldn’t work fast or deep enough for me. So, I searched for alternative ways to heal my broken heart. I wasn’t sure it was even possible.
What I discovered has helped me find so much peace.
While I don’t wish my circumstances upon anyone, I do wish for everyone all that I’ve learned. The resources on this site are here to support you on your own healing journey and to give you new tools to help others in need.
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“Nikki Mark’s inspiring debut memoir…is a winner.”
– Publisher’s Weekly
Tommy’s Field
A Story of Love, Loss, and the Goal of a Lifetime
When Tommy unexpectedly passed away in 2018, everything I thought I knew about life changed.
A friend left me a journal among the condolence cards, and I began writing, and never stopped. What started as a way to survive the unimaginable, became the beginning of Tommy’s legacy.
Tommy’s Field is a memoir about navigating grief through purpose, action, play, and a little coaching from beyond.
“This true story of transformation is a gift to a world so desperately in need of healing. May it inspire us to open our minds to the magic of life, death, and the journey in-between.”
Laura Dern, Actor
Play On
TM23 Foundation
Tommy had a rare gift for bringing people together. Through his love of sports, play, and friendship, he created community wherever he went.
After Tommy’s unexpected passing in 2018, his spirit became the inspiration for the TM23 Foundation—a living legacy dedicated to improving neighborhoods and giving children safe places to play, connect, and belong.
To date, the Foundation has raised nearly $4 million and gifted three state-of-the-art athletic fields for the children of Los Angeles – with a fourth in Burkina Faso, Africa. Known as Tommy’s Fields, these spaces are for everyone—a lasting reminder that joy, connection, and community can continue to grow long after a life is gone.
Stories & Reflections
I love sharing unexpected experiences of wonder and magic that have been a big part of my healing process. I often weave the wisdom of healers, books, and other resources into these reflections, not to offer answers, but to deepen the conversation and bridge what I’ve learned from both Eastern and Western approaches to healing.
I still can’t believe all I’m experiencing. I don’t share on a schedule. I share when something calls to me, when it has settled into me, and when it feels right.
Mug Love ❤️
Want a sweet daily reminder to access the magic of play?
For a limited time, when you make a donation to the TM23 Foundation (of $100 or more) this gorgeous, handmade mug will be your daily reminder of the healing powers of PLAY!
All TM23 donations go toward building and maintaining more Tommy’s Fields.
