It’s Time to Heal our Hearts
(And we all need healing)
Download your FREE toolkit to embark on a transformative journey – today!
I created this toolkit “From Meditation to Mushrooms” to give you alternative ways to navigate loss and heal your heart.
After my 12-year-old son Tommy suddenly passed away, I searched high and low for alternative ways to heal my soul. After thousands of books and countless hours with healers, teachers, and doctors, I found hope, curiosity, and new meaning in life that surprised me.
Inside my toolkit, you’ll access the 10 most powerful healing modalities I’ve found.
I hope they heal your heart the way they continue to help me heal mine.
“This guide couldn’t have come at a more important time for healing in the spiritual evolution of humanity.”
Andy Petranek, Los Angeles
What Real People Are Saying
About Nikki
In 2018, my 12-year-old son Tommy went to sleep one night and unexpectedly never woke up.
In my darkest hour, I knew that talk therapy and prescription meds wouldn’t work fast or deep enough for me. So, I searched for alternative ways to heal my broken heart. I wasn’t sure it was even possible.
What I discovered has helped me find so much peace.
While I don’t wish my circumstances upon anyone, I do wish for everyone all that I’ve learned. The resources on this site are here to support you on your own healing journey and to give you new tools to help others in need.
“Nikki Mark’s inspiring debut memoir…is a winner.”
– Publisher’s Weekly
In 2018, my healthy twelve-year-old-son Tommy went to sleep one night and never woke up. A friend left me a journal in a pile of condolence cards, and that’s the day I started writing. That’s also the day Tommy’s legacy was born.
Tommy’s Field is a blueprint for navigating grief with purpose, action, and a little coaching from beyond. It’s also a love story about the power of play and community to transform our lives and unite our world.
“This true story of transformation is a gift to a world so desperately in need of healing. May it inspire us to open our minds to the magic of life, death, and the journey in-between.”
Laura Dern, Actor

TM23 Foundation
Nikki and Doug Mark’s son, Tommy, was an infectious spirit who united people of all kinds through his spirit of play. Tommy passed away unexpectedly at 12 years old in April 2018, but his impact keeps growing.
To date, the TM23 Foundation has raised over $2.6 million and gifted two state-of-the-art athletic fields for the children of Los Angeles to play on. “Tommy’s Fields” are for everyone, and a place where Tommy and his passion for sports will always be remembered.

Mug Love ❤️
Want a sweet daily reminder to access the magic of play?
For a limited time, when you make a donation to the TM23 Foundation (of $100 or more) this gorgeous, handmade mug will be your daily reminder of the healing powers of PLAY!
All TM23 donations go toward building and maintaining more Tommy’s Fields.